shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari84. radh-desh mean unmatt-bhraman
etaan samasthay paratmanishhtha– nisha ka ant hua, poorv-disha mean arunoday ki lalima chha gayi, mano prabhu ke lal vastroan ka pratibimb poorv-disha mean p d gaya ho. bhagavan bhuvan-bhaskar navin sannyasi, shrikrishn-chaitany ke darshanoan ko utavale-se pratit hone lage. ve akash mean drutagati se gaman kar rahe the. nity-karm se nivritt hokar prabhu ne apane gurudev ke charanoan mean pranam kiya aur unase vrindavan jane ki ajnamaangi. prem mean pagal hue sannyasi pravar bharati maharaj apane navin shishhy ke viyog-du:kh ko smaran karake b de hi du:khi hue, unaki donoan aankhoan mean aansoo bhar aye. aansuo ko poanchhate hue bharati ji ne kaha- ‘krishhn-chaitany! maian samajhata tha, kuchh kal tumhari sangati mean rahakar maian bhi shrikrishhn-prem-rasamrit ka pan kar sakooanga, kintu tum aj hi anyatr jane ki taiyariyaan kar rahe ho, isase mera hriday vidirn hua jata hai. yadyapi maian grihatyagi vitaragi sannyasi kahalata hooan, to bhi n jane kyoan tumhari vichhoh se mera dil dh dak raha hai aur svabhavik hi hriday mean ek prakar ki baicheni-si utpann ho rahi hai. bhaiya! tum kuchh kal mere ashram par raho. phir jahaan bhi kahian chalana ho donoan sath-hi-sath chaleange.’ donoan hathoan ki ajanli baandhe hue chaitany dev ne kaha- ‘gurudev! apaki ajna palan karana to mera sarvapradhan kary hai kiantu maian karooan kya, mera man shrikrishhn se milane ke liye vyakul ho raha hai. ab mujhe shrikrishhn ke bina dekhe chain nahian. ap aisa ashirvad dijiye ki maian apane pyare shrikrishhn ko pa sakooan aur apake charan-kamaloan ka sada smaran karata rahooan. ab to maian ajna hi chahata hooan.’ prabhu ke prem-pash mean bandhe hue bharati ji kahane lage- ‘yadi tum nahian manate ho aur jane ke hi liye tule hue ho, to chalo maian bhi tumhare sath kuchh door tak chalata hooan.’ yah kahakar bharati ji bhi apana danhd-kamanhdalu lekar sath chalane ke liye taiyar ho gaye. prabhu apane gurudev bharati maharaj ko age karake pashchim disha ki or chalane lage aur unake pichhe chandrashekhar acharyaratn, nityanand, gadadhar aur mukund adi bhakt bhi chalane lage. acharyaratn ko apane pichhe ate dekhakar prabhu atyant hi dinabhav se unase kahane lage- achary dev! apane mere pichhe sada se kashht hi uthaye haian. meri prasannata ke liye apane apani ichchha ke viruddh bhi bahut-se kary kiye haian, maian apake rrin se janm-janmantaroanparyant urrin nahian ho sakata. ap se meri yahi prarthana hai ki ab ap ghar ke lie laut jayan.’ |
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- ↑ poorvakal ke b de-b de़ rrishiyoan dvara svikar ki huee is paramatmanishhtha ko svikar karake maian mokshadata shrihari ke charanakamaloan ki seva ki dvara jisaka ki ant pana atyant hi dushhkar hai, us sansararoopi andhakar ko bhi bat-ki-bat mean tar jaooanga. shrimadbha. 11/23/58
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