shatshashhtayadhikadvishatatam (266) adhyay: shanti parv (mokshadharm parv)
mahabharat: shanti parv: shatshashhtayadhikadvishatat adhyay shlok 44-58 adhyay: ka hindi anuvad
maianne vinayapoorvak kaha– ‘bhagavan! maian apake adhin hooan. apake padarpan se maian sanath ho gaya. mujhe asha thi ki mere is sadvhyavahar se santushht hokar atithidevata mujhase prem kareange; parantu yahaan inhdr ki vishayalolupata ke karan du:khad ghatana ghatit ho gayi. isamean meri shtri ka koee aparadh nahian. is prakar n to shtri aparadhini hai, n maian aparadhi hooan aur n ek pathik brahman ke vesh mean aya hua devataoan ka raj inhdr hi aparadhi hai. mere dvara dharm ke vishay mean shtrivadharoop pramad hua hai, vahi is aparadh ki j d hai. oordhhvareta muni us pramad ke hi karan eershhyajanit sankat ki prapti batate haian; eershhya ne mujhe pap ke samudr mean dhakel diya hai aur maian usamean doob gaya hooan. jise maianne patni ke roop mean apane ghar mean ashray diya tha. jo ek sati-sadhhvi nari thi aur bharya hone ke karan mujhase bharan-poshan pane ki adhikarini thi, usi ka maianne pramadaroopi vhyasan ke vashibhoot hone ke karan vadh kara dala. ab is pap se mera kaun uddhar karega? parantu maianne udarabuddhi chirakari ko usaki mata ke vadh ke liye ajna di thi. yadi usane is kary mean vilamhb karake apane nam ko sarthak kiya ho to vahi mujhe shtrihathya ke pap se bacha sakata hai. beta chirakari! tera kalhyan ho. chirakari! tera mangal ho. yadi aj bhi toone vilamhb se kary karane ke apane shvabhav ka anusaran kiya ho tabhi tera chirakari nam saphal ho sakata hai. beta! aj vilamhb karake too vashtav mean chirakari ban aur meri, apani mata ki tatha maianne jo tap ka uparjan kiya hai, usaki bhi raksha kar. sath hi apane-apako bhi patakoan se bacha le. athyanht buddhiman hone ke karan tujhamean jo chirakarita ka sahaj gun hai, vah is samay saphal ho. aj too vashtav mean chirakari ban. teri mata chirakal se tere janhm ki asha lagaye baithi thi. usane chirakal tak tujhe garbh mean dharan kiya hai, at: beta chirakari! aj too apani mata ki raksha karake chirakarita ko saphal kar le. mera beta chirakari koee du:kh ya santap prapht hone par bhi kary karane mean vilamhb karane ka shvabhav nahian chho data hai. mana karane par bhi chirakal tak sota rahata hai. aj ham donoan mata-pita chirasantap dekhakar vah avashhy chirakari bane'. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj