shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari150. chhote haridas ko shtri-darshan ka danhd
jab shvaroopagoshvami ne samajh liya ki prabhu ab kisi ki bhi n suneange to ve jagadananhd, bhagavanachary, gadadhar goshvami adi das-paanch bhakhtoan ke sath chhote haridas ke pas gaye aur use samajhane lage- 'upavas karake pran ganvane se khya labh? jioge to bhagavanhnam-jap karoge, shthan par jakar n sahi, jab prabhu jaganhnath ji ke darshanoan ko jaya karean tab doorase darshan kar liya karo. unake hokar unake darabar mean p de rahoge to kabhi-n-kabhi ve prasanhn ho hi jayange. ' kirtaniya haridas ji ki samajh mean yah bat a gayi, usane bhakhtoan ke agrah se anhn-jal grahan kar liya. vah nithyaprati darshanoan ko mandir jate samay door se darshan kar leta aur apane ko abhaga samajhata hua kaidi ki tarah jivan bitane laga. use khana-pina kuchh bhi achhchha nahian lagata tha, kisi se milane ki ichhchha nahian hoti thi, gana-bajana usane ekadam chho d diya. sada vah apane asad vhyavahar ke vishay mean hi sochata rahata. hote-hote use sansar se ekadam vairaghy ho gaya. aisa prabhukripashoonhy jivan bitana use bhar-sa pratit hone laga. ab use bhakhtoan ke samane mukh dikhane mean bhi lajhja hone lagi. isaliye usane is jivan ka anht karane ka dridh nishhchay kar liya. |
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