shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari149. raghunathadas ji ka uthkat vairaghy
ek din shvaroop goshvami ne inhhean is bhat ko khate hue dekh liya. unhhoanne hans kar kaha- 'khyoan raghu ! akele-hi-akele aise sushvadu padarth ko kha jate ho, hamean ek din bhi nahian dete. 'raghunathadas ji kuchh lajjit bhav se chup ho gaye. mahaprabhu to apane bhakhtoan ki ek-ek bat ki khoj-khabar rakhate the. ek din prabhu ne govinhd se poochha- 'govinhd maloom p data hai, raghu ab kshetr se bhi bhiksha nahian lata. vah bhiksha kahaan karata hai?' govinhd ne raghunathadas ka sabhi vritanht suna diya. sunakar prabhu ke ananhd ka thikana nahian raha. usi din saany kal ke samay prabhu raghunath ji ke shthan par gaye. us samay ve dhire-dhire us sushvadu anhn ko kha rahe the. prabhu dhire-dhire jakar unake pichhe ho gaye. raghunathadas ji ko khya pata ki mere pichhe kaun kh da hai? jhyoan hi unhhoanne gras ko muanh mean diya thyoan hi prabhu ne dhire se kaha- 'khyoan ji shvaroop ke raghu ! hamara nimanhtran bhi band kar diya aur aise sunhdar-sunhdar padarthoan ko bhi ap-hi-ap chhipakar chupake-chupake kha jate ho, hamean isamean se kuchh bhi nahian dete. 'yah kahakar prabhu ne unake patr mean se ek mutthi chaval jalhdi se uthakar apane muanh mean dal liye.' 'hay, hay' karate hue athyanht hi karun shvar mean raghunathadas ji rote-rote aur us patr ko donoan hathoan se pak de hue kahane lage- 'prabho ! yah ap khya kar rahe haian? nath ! yah apake yoghy nahian hai. prabho ! is gale hue uchchhishht anhn ko khakar mujhe pap ka bhagi n banaiye. 'muanh mean bhare hue gras ko jalhdi-jalhdi prabhu khate hue phir doosara gras lene ke liye unaki or lapake, itane mean hi halhla-gulhla sunakar goshvami bhi vahaan a upasthit hue. prabhu ko raghunath se bhat chhinate dekhakar unhhoanne unaka hath pak d liya aur kahane lage- prabho ! yah apake yoghy nahian hai.' prabhu us sookhe bhat ko kathinata se nigalate-nigalate kahane lage- 'shvaroop ! tumase maian sathy kahata hooan, jitana shvad aj ke in chavaloan mean aya hai, utana jivanaparyanht kisi bhi padarth mean nahian mila.' aha, dhanhy hai, aisi bhakht vathsalata ko. he prabho ! yah apake vairaghy ka hi shvad hai. he gaur ! tumhhian jivoan ko prem-pradan karate ho aur phir tumhhian usaka rasashvadan karake maghn hote ho. he chaitanhy! tumhhari lila vichitr hai, tumhhari maya aparamhpar hai. ham pap pank mean phanse hue vishayoan ko hi sarvashreshhth sukh samajhane vale kshudr prani tumhhari lilaoan ka rahashy samajh hi khya sakate haian. jisake oopar tum kripa karate ho, vah sansar-sagar se bat-ki-bat mean par ho jata hai. is prakar mahamana shri raghunathadas ji chaitanhyacharanoan ki apar anukamhpa ka anubhav karate hue solah varshoan tak puri mean isi prakar ka thyag-vairaghy yukht premamay jivan bitate rahe. |
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