shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari88. puri-gaman ke poorv
apane sannyasi putr ke aise premapoorn vachan sunakar mata ka hriday bhi palat gaya. in premavakyoan ne mano adhir huee mata ke hriday mean sahas ka sanchar kiya. mata ne dridhata ke svar mean kaha- ‘beta! mere bhagy mean jaisa bada hoga, use maian bhogooangi. mujhe apana itana khayal nahian tha, jitana ki vishhnupriya ka. vah abhi niri abodh balika hai, sansari batoan se vah ekadam aparichit hai! kiantu bhavi prabal hoti hai, ab ho hi kya sakata hai? sannyas tyagakar phir grihasth mean pravesh karane ki papavarta ko apane mukh se nikalakar maian papaki bhagini nahian banooangi. sannyasi-avastha mean ghar par rahane se sabhi log teri avashhy hi ninda kareange. tere viyog-du:kh ko to jis kisi prakar maian sahan bhi kar sakati hooan, kiantu logoan ke mukh se teri ninda maian sahan n kar sakooangi; isaliye maian tujhase ghar par rahane ka bhi agrah nahian karati. vrindavan bahut door hai, tere vahaan rahane se bhaktoan ko bhi klesh hoga aur mujhe bhi tere samachar jaldi-jaldi prapt n ho sakeange. yadi teri ichchha ho aur anukool p de to too jagannathapuri mean nivas kar. puri ki yatra ke liye yahaan se prativarsh hajaroan yatri jate haian, bhakt bhi rath yatra ke samay jakar tujhase bheant kar aya kareange aur mujh bhi teri raji-khushi ka samachar milata rahega. is prakar nilachal mean rahane se ham sabhi ko tera viyog-du:kh itana adhik n akharega. age jahaan tujhe anukool p de.’ prabhu ne prasannata prakat karate hue kaha- ‘janani! tum dhany ho! vishhvaroopi ki mata ko aise hi vachan shobha dete haian. tumane sannyasi ki mata ki mata ke anuroop hi vaky kahe haian. mujhe tumhari ajna shirodhary hai. maian ab puri mean hi jakar rahooanga aur vahian se kabhi-kabhi gangasnan ke nimitt yahaan bhi ata-jata rahooanga.’ is prakar mata ne bhi prabhu ko nilachal mean hi rahane ki anumati de di aur bhaktoan ne bhi rote-rote vishanhnavadan hokar yah bat svikar kar li. prabhu ka nilachal jane ka nishhchay ho gaya. bahut-se bhakt prabhu ke sath chalane ke liye udyat ho gaye,kiantu prabhu ne sabako rok diya aur sabase apane-apane gharoan ko laut jane ka agrah karane lage. bhakt prabhu ko chho dana nahian chahate the, ve prabhu ke premapash mean aise bandhe hue the ki ghar jane ka nam sunate hi ghab date the. prabhu ke bahut agrah karane par bhi jab bhakt prabhu se pahale apane-apane gharoan ko jane ke liye raji nahian hue tab prabhu ne pahale svayan hi nilachal ke liye prasthan karane ka vichar kiya. itane dinoan tk advaitachary ke agrah se tike hue the, ab rote-rote advaitachary ne bhi sammati de di. prabhu ke sath nityanandaji, jagadanand pandit, damodar pandit aur mukundadatt- ye char bhakt jane ke liye taiyar hue. achary dev ke agrah se prabhu ne bhi inhean sath chalane ki anoomati pradan kar di. |
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